Ich stellte meinen Koffer in meinem Zimmer ab.
Mein Zimmer...
es war schon ein komisches Gefühl nach einem Jahr wieder zu Hause zu sein.
ich setzte mich aufs bett und sah die beigen Wände an.
Früher hatten da Poster gehangen aber
nichts war mehr wie früher besonders weil ally nicht mehr da war.
Ich stand auf um zu Hanna zu gehen
es war gut mich mit ihr zu treffen das fühlte sich nach zu Hause an


>>>>Hanna's

Ich kam zu Hause an und legte mich ins Bett.
Noch 2 Stunden schlaf.
Aber wahrscheinlich würde ich eh nicht schlafen können.

Ich wachte vom Piepen meines Handys auf.
Schon wieder diese -A- ...
wer zur Hölle war sie und wieso musste sie mir auf die nerven gehen ?!
Ich zog mich an und ging zur schule

>>>>schule

I got changed and went to school

>>>School / classroom

I woke up because my phone was ringing.
"Oh seriously ?!" i sight. I was totally exhausted.
But as a read the SOS text from Emily I was totally awake.
And jumped in my clothes to hurry to her

I came home and didnt feel tired at all.
i needed cake or something right now.
>>>Cafe

I was throwing myself into my bed.
And cried. I wasnt able to stop crying.
I hated myself for breaking up with Ezra.
But Hanna was right i would even hate myself more if i would have ruined his life.
So breaking up with him was the best thing to do.

I shouldnt have come back to Rosewood.
I should have stayed at Iceland.
This all was to hard for me to deal with.
I wanted to die

My phone rang.
It was a text from Hanna.
Why did she want to talk to me ?
I felt so bad, was it her plan to make me feel worse ?
I didnt know but I wanted to

>>>Outside / school

I fell into my bed and wanted to pause for about 10 minutes but then i fell asleep

I woke up because my phone rang.
"Oh fuck" i got dressed
and ran to school

>>>>School

I went in and touched my necklace.
it reminded me of ezra.
No body was home so i hadn't talk to anyone

I came in and prepared the camping bed for Spencer.
"I hope that is ok for tonight " i said

"Good Night Spencer " i said and laid down on my bed