"Kay " i went into the kitchen and got some pizza.
Then I gave it to her and smiled.
"Feels good to be home again" i said

"I am a bit afraid of the funeral tomorrow " i said

"Yes... it will be hard and even harder to see the faces of the people. They will say I am sorry for u. But i can't hear it anymore. Its too much" i said and shook my head

"I don't think that anyone has to say something at a funeral if he don't want to" i said.
I wasn't planning on saying anything

"Me neither its hard enough anyway" i said and took a nap of my water

"I don't think so. This is going to be hard but after that its over " i said. Hopefully this whole A thing was over then

"I really hope that its over then " i said leaning my head on her shoulder

"Me neither " i said and then looking at her i added "Lets not talk about it anymore. Lets do something else "