>>Hello Maya << she said smiling
>>What a pressure to meet u. I'll let u two alone again<< she said and went away.

"Omg " i said throwing myself to the bed

I was confused. What should I say after that amazing kiss.
"Ähm I think I should go" I said but still stood there and looked at Emily

"I am sorry Maya " i said and looked at her.

"For what" I asked more confused then before.

"For kissing u and for my mum to interupt us " i said

I sat on the bed again and looked into her eyes. "Never ever apologize for kissing me" I said.
"By the way, I liked the kiss, you are a good kisser" I said honest and blushed

"Maya its not like that! I am NOT lesbian. " i said.

"When did I said that you are a lesbian. I just said I enjoyed the kiss, that is all" I said sad.

"Its just not right Maya. I am not supposed to kiss u " i said

"Then don't do it again, if it feels wrong" I said. I felt sad, bc I liked to kiss her

"Its not like that maya. I just cant " i said.
I really did like to kiss her and i would have loved doing it again but i couldnt

"It's ok. Do what ever is right for you" I said and tried to smile

I sat down next to her.
"U know that this isnt going to be easy right ?" i said.
I was trying to follow my feelings.
Maybe that was the wrong way but i felt right in the moment

"What" I said confused. She really confusing me a lot

"U and me kissing eachother " i said looking at her